Sorry to bother, but I am having a breakdown tonight and I don't feel like I can keep it all together much more. (this, finals, motherhood (the only good thing in life!), holidays, etc) I just want to crawl in a hole and sleep until this whole mess if over!
As some of you will remember, I am going through a divorce. The longest freakin' divorce in history and not by my choice. x( My @$$hole soon-to-be-xh is putting me through H#ll right now and then...
My lawyer politely withdrew his services via mail today. WTF!!!! I did not even know that was possible. So long story short... I have signed the divorce papers, given them to the soon-to-be-x (STBX), and am waiting for him to sign so everything will be done in 30 days and my lawyer bailed. He did, however, remember to pay himself $1500 of the $2000 I paid him to start and FINISH my divorce. That was for meeting with my STBX and I one time, drawing up the separation papers, and drawing up a warranty deed. I could just scream!
What on earth do I do? I cannot afford another retainer fee, but my STBX cannot be trusted not to try and screw me out of everything including my baby. Anyone with comments, suggestions, prayers, etc. please feel free to share with me. I am feeling so alone and defeated right now!!!