Background. I am the kind of person who never cancels my own plans on a friend unless I am sick, the kids are sick, etc. Unrelated to that, I have taken ds (11) and dd (14) to our local county fair annually. In fact ds was adopted at 4 and the first day ds and dd met, I took them to this fair (that hadn't been my plan that day, long story). Anyway, fast forward to this year, and both kids say they want to go with a friends. That was fine with me. Dd arranged to go with a friend. Ds' friend's father was already taking the friend and the friend's brother and said he'd be happy to take ds.
Ds is doing club soccer for the first year. Soccer coach had said there might be an extra practice the afternoon ds' friend was going to the fair. (They usually don't have practice that day) I mentioned this to the dad, and said I'd let him know. When I hadn't heard from the coach yesterday after sending an e-mail, I told the dad that ds could go with them, figuring if ds has to miss practice life will go on.
Then this morning, ds starts saying how he is going to miss going with dd..he wants to cancel with his friend and go with dd, who is going with her friend today. Dd pipes in and says she would like some time alone with her friend, but is fine if ds joins them after a certain amount of time. I told them no; ds had committed to going with his friend (who couldnt just change the date as his dad likes to take him). I was firm about that, and am curious if others would have allowed ds to back out at that point.
Then, I get an e-mail from the coach that there is an extra practice on tomorrow/the same day ds is supposed to go with his friend. The coach goes on and on about how important this practice is and kids should only miss if its an absolute emergency, etc. At this point, I really think ds should go to practice. I hate the last minute way club soccer does things and I am having to get used to that. I texted the dad and let him know that ds couldnt go to the fair with them anymore due to soccer practice, apologized profusely, and offered some other opportunities for the boys to get together. So, now my kids are both at the fair together along with dd's friend.
A couple of hours later I got a text from friend's dad stating he would take the kids to the fair in the morning if that meant ds could go with them. That was unexpected as this dad is usually inflexible about those kinds of things. Unfortunately, its too late as ds is already at the fair today with dd and I can't afford for him to go twice, so I told the dad that still wouldnt work.
I feel awful. I think my problem is that I wouldn't have backed out on a friend if it was me, but ds is different from me and I feel i need to make different decisions for him...and/or let him make more of his own decisions at age 11. I do feel he should have went to soccer, so I feel okay about that part---