Too much back story to even get into, but suffice it to say, we have a strained relationship with my ILs. They aren't evil, just thoughtless, play favorites, and generally not fun to be around. DH and I are treated much differently and held to different standards than his other siblings, like huge discrepancies. We have dealt with this for years and years and while it doesn't really bother DH and I anymore (we can predict how things are going to go down by now and laugh about it), we do get angry when it affects our children. And they are getting old enough to see through the BS (we do not say anything to them about ILs, but we have also started cutting back on making excuses for them).
They spent the whole summer driving almost every day to BIL house to help with a project (driving past our house to get there). Then, the one day they drive DS home from BILs house (he was helping with the project that day), DH was told how he should pick up and drop off kids at ILs. First, we didn't ask them to drive DS home. Second, we don't ask for any favors specifically because of this reason. They do not watch our kids. Our kids have been pushed aside for other grandkids (ran from DDs recital because they had a last minute request to watch niece and SIL won't find any babysitter besides her parents, who live over an hour away from her - did I mention the codependency between MIL and SIL?). They don't attend soccer games, basketball, or orchestra events. Always too busy or it's too cold out or whatever. And they live about 15 minutes from us. They missed DDs first orchestra event and DD was almost in tears afterwards about how they told her they would be there (they promise things to do and then don't follow through) and then she asked me if it was okay if she was angry at them for not being there. Broke my heart. Oh, but MILwill talk like she is at everything and knows so much about the kids. They only see my kids at holidays and extended family events. But they are in our town frequently to shop and eat and we have told them numerous times the kids would love to see them, eat out with them, etc. There is so much more, but obviously can't share all of it....
So now I had a birthday recently and I received the usual FB message from SIL. BILs wife does everything for him, so she texted me and sent pictures. Anyway, MIL usually sends a text, which is fine by me. Nothing all day. It became a joke between DH and I after a while, how they must be too busy for a text. Well, after 10pm I get a text saying how busy she was and she didn't forget, she really didn't. Um, yeah, you did, when it doesn't come until 10 at night and you both are retired and don't have hobbies (and they don't do a big Christmas with lots of presents or food, either, so they weren't out shopping or doing baking). So now I get to look forward to her on Christmas Eve insisting that she didn't forget (which she will carry on about) and giving me my $25 gift card to some place that I don't shop at (but one of her other kids does), most likely at a store where $25 gets you nothing.
And I'm just tired of it all. My family wasn't perfect, but you could tease each other or call each other out. ILs you walk on eggshells. So DH and I are already putting a time limit on this thing and resting up to deal with it. Because I'd love to call them out and tell them how I really feel. Not even in a mean way, but in a civil discussion. But anything that isn't fluffy and positive is majorly mean in my ILs eyes. So, I just sit and pretend to have fun and then we run. Even BILs wife has seen how we are treated differently and is taken aback by it, so I feel a little justified with that (that it isn't just in our heads). I'm just getting too old, tired, and fed up to keep playing the BS game....that's what it comes down to.
And all of this just makes me miss my family more. Again, they weren't perfect, but, man, they look good in comparison....