Something broke inside DD during the pandemic and I'm hoping the board can help me figure out what to do. I'm trying to assess how concerned to be about her mental health and atm the top priority is figuring out what to do about school.
DD (9 , 3rd grade) attends a Spanish immersion school. In kinder and 1st she was an excellent student who loved school and learning Spanish, she'd get the 'all the awards' kind of awards, etc., she'd come home proud of her work, do all the little extra projects, etc.. Neither my husband and I speak Spanish, and during the pandemic everything in Spanish became this real chore for her, she lost her love of learning it and started ignoring it . It was so sad to see b/c she had been so proud of it before. We tried all sorts of things to respark her enthusiasm but couldn't and when school started last year (2nd grade) she was below grade level. We hired a tutor for a couple months and she got caught up now but the damage psychologically had been done. Now she hates Spanish and hates her school and it's all our fault because we forced her to go to this school. She started complaining of stomach aches and anxiety (she uses that word) about school last year. I hoped things would get better this year but she doesn't seem any happier. I reached out to the school last year for some mental health resources and supposedly a counselor came to observe her in class, but I never heard anything and honestly I'm sure she seemed fine in class and I hated to pursue it further w/the school b/c I know there are many many children who are struggling to have their food/clothing/shelter/safety needs met at this school. .
She's bored with most of the academics, she's in GATE but it's just one hour a week. She complains about the classroom being unruly and giving her headaches (31 kids). The school infra is decrepit, sometimes I pick her up and she hasn't used the bathroom b/c it's just too gross. (I know this isn't just her b/c the facilities mgr for the district brought it up at a recent school board mtg). With the physical symptoms I can't tell if they are genuine but caused by stress or she's just trying to get some sympathy,. A couple weeks ago she called before lunch and said she had a "mental breakdown". Such a concerning phrase to hear your 9yr old say... I talked to the teacher a little bit, it's not clear to me exactly what happened it sounded like a combination of DD being really really frustrated at how bored she was with the material and how long it took the class to settle down and she just couldn't take it any more. I'm not sure if she was crying but I know she went over to a corner in the room and the teacher told people to leave her alone. In general she's quick to anger with me or DH which I take as a sign of underlying stress/unhappiness/frustration (started in the pandemic).
Her work is ...ok. She whips off math homework and is happy to read in English (Harry potter) but puts in the bare minimum for Spanish reading and writing in both languages. In our conf last week her teacher said she was almost at grade level for Spanish, but didn't seem concerned and that all the kids were struggling with writing and had lost their stamina.
Her campus will close for renovations next year, she'll likely end up spending the last 2 years of elementary in portables and or maybe if we're lucky 1 year in a portables and then 1 year in another campus (they're moving the immersion program out of this neighborhood school to a different campus), all dependent on construction. Given the upcoming disruption combined with her unhappiness I'm thinking maybe it's time to try a different environment. There are 2 other elementary schools in the district she could go to I think, plus a nearby charter that didn't work for DS but might for her, and a couple private schools we might consider in the towns over. (20-30 min away)
My two concerns about pulling her out are a) she has a million friends at school, but she is very social so maybe that's not an issue, she seems to make friends at every camp or activity she does. I do worry a little bit about starting someplace new and being picked on/bullied - she's quite big for her size, tall and she's put on quite a bit of weight over the last few years which is something we're working on but isn't easily solved. It makes it difficult to find flattering clothes. In general she's just not that concerned about her appearance, which is fine except it's a struggle to get her to even brush her hair.
Another issue is whether she'll be academically behind if we change schools - a friend that subbed in 2nd grade at the school all of last year and had 2 children go through it said that typically they are behind on academics until 3rd grade b/c of the immersion focus but in 3rd grade they catch up. As a parent I've never been told this so I have no idea how pandemic has affected that and maybe it's ok for her to be a bit behind and be challenged. If we pull her out, maybe that's an argument for getting in her into a new school asap instead of at the new year so she has a chance to catch up.
Today's the nurse called to mention a rash on her arms (we already knew about) and mentioned she had been in on Monday about a stomach ache (didn't know about that). We're struggling to adjust to DST but I don't think that's it, she gets stomach aches frequently on Mondays and has missed several Mondays of school this year b/c she was so upset/complaining about feeling sick. Something about this call was just a tipping point for DH and I and we've started discussing what we can do for her. I have a call in to the teacher to see if we can discuss the situation and I wondered if there are any changes I could ask for her w/in the classroom before we look at pulling her out. I'd love your ideas/advice on what to ask for and how to think about moving her someplace else. Thank you so much I'm kind of at a loss...