etwahl
03-16-2003, 08:11 PM
Everyone - a quick reply because I have Lauren on my knee and haven't mastered computer and her at the same time yet.
I think I feel we're turning a corner. Went back to the doctor today and she put a little weight back on - YAY!!! So, they've given me the go ahead to stop formula until tomorrow when I go back in for another weight check. My milk seems to have come in (or is coming in, I really don't know the difference) but there is definitely swallowing now on her part, and the most exciting thing - I see milk on the side of her mouth when she's done. PLUS, she's got seedy bowel movements, which I understand is the breast milk.
Now that we're off formula, she's actually nursing again. I firmly believed the formula was making her extra tired and not wanting to feed as often, so it was frustrating for me because I knew that and was supposed to feed every 2.5 hours, but she wouldn't feed except every four hours, so it was killing me. She now seems to want to feed A LOT, and I am committed to feeding 24/7 right now if she wants, especially until tomorrow's weight check to see how she's doing.
I definitely feel 100% better right now. Of course, there are lots of down moments and still have no sleep or sanity, but knowing she's doing better has got me exhilarated beyond belief.
Stupid nurse at the hospital today - she checked her temp and it was 97.7 -- she said something like "I think it's the weather (it's a little cloudy and cool today), some moms are dressing their babies like it's summer time"...I almost punched the b&tch. Because it was at that exact moment I realized I had forgotten Lauren's hat. Mind you, she was dressed in a tshirt, sleeper and had two blankets and socks, but never mind, I had forgotten the hat and this "nurse" had to make me feel like I'm a horrible mother at the worst possible moment. Then we see the ped, and Lauren was twitching A LOT (while asleep) and they were worried that if she did it while she was awake, that we take her to the ER immediately because they're concerned about seizures...great, another disasterous moment. AND then to top it all off, I decided to get the Hep B shot that I declined at her birth and the guy who gave it to her says (after she cried for only like 3 seconds, she was a trooper) "BLAME your mommy - she did this to you..."
Needless to say I am on a mission to get registered with an "in town" pediatrician's office (this was the Naval Hospital).
But the bright side is Lauren is feeding and we are doing much better. What a difference a day makes. Let's hope tomorrow's weight check is positive. I'm feeling much better about it.
Also, just wanted to mention that she wasn't really taking to the left breast. Well I discovered that I think it's her sinuses which were a little swollen at birth, and the position I was using for the left one blocked her nose too much, so I switched positions for the left breast and now she takes it just as much as the right - yay. I guess I'm starting to get the hang of this "instincts" thing.
Thanks everyone for your support. Am sure I'll need much, much more, but thrilled at this wonderful corner I've turned.
Tammy,
Mom-to-be Mar 8, 2003!
I think I feel we're turning a corner. Went back to the doctor today and she put a little weight back on - YAY!!! So, they've given me the go ahead to stop formula until tomorrow when I go back in for another weight check. My milk seems to have come in (or is coming in, I really don't know the difference) but there is definitely swallowing now on her part, and the most exciting thing - I see milk on the side of her mouth when she's done. PLUS, she's got seedy bowel movements, which I understand is the breast milk.
Now that we're off formula, she's actually nursing again. I firmly believed the formula was making her extra tired and not wanting to feed as often, so it was frustrating for me because I knew that and was supposed to feed every 2.5 hours, but she wouldn't feed except every four hours, so it was killing me. She now seems to want to feed A LOT, and I am committed to feeding 24/7 right now if she wants, especially until tomorrow's weight check to see how she's doing.
I definitely feel 100% better right now. Of course, there are lots of down moments and still have no sleep or sanity, but knowing she's doing better has got me exhilarated beyond belief.
Stupid nurse at the hospital today - she checked her temp and it was 97.7 -- she said something like "I think it's the weather (it's a little cloudy and cool today), some moms are dressing their babies like it's summer time"...I almost punched the b&tch. Because it was at that exact moment I realized I had forgotten Lauren's hat. Mind you, she was dressed in a tshirt, sleeper and had two blankets and socks, but never mind, I had forgotten the hat and this "nurse" had to make me feel like I'm a horrible mother at the worst possible moment. Then we see the ped, and Lauren was twitching A LOT (while asleep) and they were worried that if she did it while she was awake, that we take her to the ER immediately because they're concerned about seizures...great, another disasterous moment. AND then to top it all off, I decided to get the Hep B shot that I declined at her birth and the guy who gave it to her says (after she cried for only like 3 seconds, she was a trooper) "BLAME your mommy - she did this to you..."
Needless to say I am on a mission to get registered with an "in town" pediatrician's office (this was the Naval Hospital).
But the bright side is Lauren is feeding and we are doing much better. What a difference a day makes. Let's hope tomorrow's weight check is positive. I'm feeling much better about it.
Also, just wanted to mention that she wasn't really taking to the left breast. Well I discovered that I think it's her sinuses which were a little swollen at birth, and the position I was using for the left one blocked her nose too much, so I switched positions for the left breast and now she takes it just as much as the right - yay. I guess I'm starting to get the hang of this "instincts" thing.
Thanks everyone for your support. Am sure I'll need much, much more, but thrilled at this wonderful corner I've turned.
Tammy,
Mom-to-be Mar 8, 2003!