bisous
11-15-2006, 12:08 PM
It just gets worse...
I set a schedule for me to work 5 hours a day on this paper to turn it from crappy into great. To do this I go to bed at 8:00 with my son and would wake up from 1:00 a.m. to 6:00 a.m. and then go back to bed for 2 hours. I can't tell you the sense of accomplishment that I felt on Tuesday evening. I loved my paper. I was due to be sent via email on Wednesday morning. Would you believe that I had tech problems sending it? Would you believe that it was completely done and perfect and then I would have something happen that was outside of my control? My professor evidently does not believe it and he is just so not impressed. I ended up sending the pape at around 1:00 instead of 8:30. 4.5 hours late to be exact. Can I blame my professor for being upset with me? Not really. I hate excuses I really do. I just got an email from my teacher cancelling our appointment today (which I had to get special childcare provisions in order to be able to make) on account of my "late" paper. I just look like such a fool and my teacher will probably never know that this is just SOOO not like me. I'm just so frustrated and trying to figure out how I can redeem my good reputation for this class and I don't know if I can.
Thanks for reading this far...
Jen
I am so disappointed with myself. I have been burning the candle at both ends lately trying to be a good SAHM and handle three grad classes at the same time. This time I think I really blew it. I'm in an independent study class with a professor and the final paper is essentially my entire grade. I have been staying up a few extra hours each night for the past two weeks trying to get it done and what did I do last night? I fell asleep while trying to get my DS to sleep. I had to email the incomplete, imperfect, error-ridden paper to my professor who doesn't know me or my work at all and I have nobody to blame but myself. Luckily, it was only a first draft but I'm so concerned that I will never recover my reputation as a good scholar. This is SOOO not like me and I am somewhat of a perfectionist when it come to school. I am just so terribly disappointed and can't talk to my DH about it because he is in class.
Thanks for letting me vent. :(
Jen
I set a schedule for me to work 5 hours a day on this paper to turn it from crappy into great. To do this I go to bed at 8:00 with my son and would wake up from 1:00 a.m. to 6:00 a.m. and then go back to bed for 2 hours. I can't tell you the sense of accomplishment that I felt on Tuesday evening. I loved my paper. I was due to be sent via email on Wednesday morning. Would you believe that I had tech problems sending it? Would you believe that it was completely done and perfect and then I would have something happen that was outside of my control? My professor evidently does not believe it and he is just so not impressed. I ended up sending the pape at around 1:00 instead of 8:30. 4.5 hours late to be exact. Can I blame my professor for being upset with me? Not really. I hate excuses I really do. I just got an email from my teacher cancelling our appointment today (which I had to get special childcare provisions in order to be able to make) on account of my "late" paper. I just look like such a fool and my teacher will probably never know that this is just SOOO not like me. I'm just so frustrated and trying to figure out how I can redeem my good reputation for this class and I don't know if I can.
Thanks for reading this far...
Jen
I am so disappointed with myself. I have been burning the candle at both ends lately trying to be a good SAHM and handle three grad classes at the same time. This time I think I really blew it. I'm in an independent study class with a professor and the final paper is essentially my entire grade. I have been staying up a few extra hours each night for the past two weeks trying to get it done and what did I do last night? I fell asleep while trying to get my DS to sleep. I had to email the incomplete, imperfect, error-ridden paper to my professor who doesn't know me or my work at all and I have nobody to blame but myself. Luckily, it was only a first draft but I'm so concerned that I will never recover my reputation as a good scholar. This is SOOO not like me and I am somewhat of a perfectionist when it come to school. I am just so terribly disappointed and can't talk to my DH about it because he is in class.
Thanks for letting me vent. :(
Jen