firstbaby
04-17-2008, 11:29 PM
So, here's what I've managed to heap on my plate right now. 1. I work FT and really am doing the work of 2 or 3 people. I also cover 3 time zones so my day doesn't really turn off until 7 or so at night. 2. Training for a 1/2 marathon "on my own time", meaning when it doesn't take away from work, house, kids, husband, etc. 3. Volunteering with DS's preschool and working as one of the contributors for their big auction 4. Looking for a new nanny for when our current nanny leaves in a couple of months. 5. I do all of our shopping, bill paying, house cleaning, errand running, etc. I long for the weekends when I can just spend time with the kids and not worry about other stuff but never feel like I'm fully present for them - see above items 1 through 5.
I am exhausted. I am crabby. I am exhausted and crabby and jealous of DH who is responsible for getting himself to and from work everyday and spending some time with the kids on the weekend. Our nanny is off tomorrow so I am scrambling looking for child care. I lined something up. That fell through. DH's response? "Sorry I can't help you out. I'm busy at work this week". WTF? Is there a smiley that runs itself over with a car? Because insert that there. Just joking. Kind of.
I am exhausted. I am crabby. I am exhausted and crabby and jealous of DH who is responsible for getting himself to and from work everyday and spending some time with the kids on the weekend. Our nanny is off tomorrow so I am scrambling looking for child care. I lined something up. That fell through. DH's response? "Sorry I can't help you out. I'm busy at work this week". WTF? Is there a smiley that runs itself over with a car? Because insert that there. Just joking. Kind of.