shaee
04-28-2008, 04:03 AM
This weekend has been the worst I can ever remember.
I am due in a few weeks and i think the whole pregnancy thing has finally gotten to me and driving me insane. I feel guilty at everything i say or do or spend at DH.
We recently moved here from Australia. There my life was very well organised, we had a great place to live, both of us had great jobs. Then DH got a job here in USA which was too good to miss so i insisted we make use of the opportunity and go.
Then i got pregnant (during the time we were moving and wrapping up everything there) and since we have been here i havent worked (5 months or so!).
The frustration of not working and staying at home had driven me mad. It was my choice to not work (not an easy pregnancy so i decided to take it easy). DH is the best husband one can ask for. He is understanding and supportive!! But i just feel guilty about everything, i feel guilty for all the financial responsibility he had to bear, i feel guilty if we eat out, even do grocery shopping!! he has done everything he can to calm me but i am so annoyed in my head at myself!!
I dont know what to do!! on the weekend i mistakenly watched something on demand on comcast and didnt realize i had to pay and i cried all weekend about it (I know that is most ridiculous thing you have heard!) I ended up fighting with DH and locked myself in the bedroom and cried all day..... then sunday i gave the silent treatment!! And its not his fault!!
Am i going crazy? Do i need to see a shrink???
Thanks for listening!
I am due in a few weeks and i think the whole pregnancy thing has finally gotten to me and driving me insane. I feel guilty at everything i say or do or spend at DH.
We recently moved here from Australia. There my life was very well organised, we had a great place to live, both of us had great jobs. Then DH got a job here in USA which was too good to miss so i insisted we make use of the opportunity and go.
Then i got pregnant (during the time we were moving and wrapping up everything there) and since we have been here i havent worked (5 months or so!).
The frustration of not working and staying at home had driven me mad. It was my choice to not work (not an easy pregnancy so i decided to take it easy). DH is the best husband one can ask for. He is understanding and supportive!! But i just feel guilty about everything, i feel guilty for all the financial responsibility he had to bear, i feel guilty if we eat out, even do grocery shopping!! he has done everything he can to calm me but i am so annoyed in my head at myself!!
I dont know what to do!! on the weekend i mistakenly watched something on demand on comcast and didnt realize i had to pay and i cried all weekend about it (I know that is most ridiculous thing you have heard!) I ended up fighting with DH and locked myself in the bedroom and cried all day..... then sunday i gave the silent treatment!! And its not his fault!!
Am i going crazy? Do i need to see a shrink???
Thanks for listening!