cleo27
01-22-2009, 10:27 PM
I do not know how I am going to make it through tomorrow at work. I seriously want to just stay home by myself but I need to cover for someone that is on vacation (along with doing my own work). I would seriously love a weekend to myself.
I don't think I can take a bit more stress. I hate this job with a passion - the pay is lousy, the way they do things there is ridiculous, I am tired of being talked to like an idiot (by many less-educated people who have been there much longer than I) yet expected to train new employees, take on the workload of people that don't do their job properly, train for a new set of responsibilities starting next week and keep up with the volume of work I have always had. I don't feel good about the work I do at all. I want to get a new job so badly, but we may be moving soon so I feel like I need to sit tight until some things get worked out first.
Also, DD has been having a rough time going through a talking back phase and getting in a bit of trouble at school lately. She also is having a hard time going to bed at night. (though I haven't heard her in the last few minutes so she may finally be asleep).
DH is also having a hard time with his own issues that seem to keep interfering in our relationship (I know that probably sounds selfish of me. I certainly support him and try to help as much as possible, but I really miss how things used to be. There is more to it, but I don't really feel comfortable elaborating on what his issues are).
Also, I am trying to get healthier and lose some weight but I cannot seem to stop eating and drinking things I shouldn't. I seriously need to stop the daily treats at Starbucks! It's pretty sad that that is what I look forward to most out of my workday.
Well, at least it's almost the weekend...
Thanks for listening to my rant.
Cleo
I don't think I can take a bit more stress. I hate this job with a passion - the pay is lousy, the way they do things there is ridiculous, I am tired of being talked to like an idiot (by many less-educated people who have been there much longer than I) yet expected to train new employees, take on the workload of people that don't do their job properly, train for a new set of responsibilities starting next week and keep up with the volume of work I have always had. I don't feel good about the work I do at all. I want to get a new job so badly, but we may be moving soon so I feel like I need to sit tight until some things get worked out first.
Also, DD has been having a rough time going through a talking back phase and getting in a bit of trouble at school lately. She also is having a hard time going to bed at night. (though I haven't heard her in the last few minutes so she may finally be asleep).
DH is also having a hard time with his own issues that seem to keep interfering in our relationship (I know that probably sounds selfish of me. I certainly support him and try to help as much as possible, but I really miss how things used to be. There is more to it, but I don't really feel comfortable elaborating on what his issues are).
Also, I am trying to get healthier and lose some weight but I cannot seem to stop eating and drinking things I shouldn't. I seriously need to stop the daily treats at Starbucks! It's pretty sad that that is what I look forward to most out of my workday.
Well, at least it's almost the weekend...
Thanks for listening to my rant.
Cleo