smiles33
07-06-2009, 12:03 PM
I drove away crying....We had talked it up, visited a couple times, and really tried to remind her of all the fun things at daycare. She's been in daycare since she was 4 months old, but I pulled her out a month and a half ago when I took 3 weeks off from work before the birth of DD2. She was at my on-site employer's daycare center and we live 45 minutes from there so it wasn't feasible to continue dropping her off/picking her up while I'm here all summer.
She's been home with me ever since but with the newborn, I was really limited in what I could do with her so DH and I agreed she should go to a socialized group setting. Today was her first day at a local preschool near our home.
Still, sitting here at home with the newborn, I'm wondering how my DD1 is doing....She was trying to be brave and not cry, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand to hide her tears, but when I started walking away and waving goodbye, she burst into tears. It was so hard....Her teacher was holding her, but she cried out for 1 more kiss, so I came back and gave her 1 more kiss. Then she wanted another one but I told her she already got one and walked out. My tears burst out before I even got to the door, but thankfully after I had turned my back to her as I didn't want her to see them....
Shouldn't it get easier the second time around? I dread having to drop off my infant in September, but at least she won't be crying hysterically.
She's been home with me ever since but with the newborn, I was really limited in what I could do with her so DH and I agreed she should go to a socialized group setting. Today was her first day at a local preschool near our home.
Still, sitting here at home with the newborn, I'm wondering how my DD1 is doing....She was trying to be brave and not cry, wiping her eyes with the back of her hand to hide her tears, but when I started walking away and waving goodbye, she burst into tears. It was so hard....Her teacher was holding her, but she cried out for 1 more kiss, so I came back and gave her 1 more kiss. Then she wanted another one but I told her she already got one and walked out. My tears burst out before I even got to the door, but thankfully after I had turned my back to her as I didn't want her to see them....
Shouldn't it get easier the second time around? I dread having to drop off my infant in September, but at least she won't be crying hysterically.