♥ms.pacman♥
10-05-2012, 09:37 PM
DH has been OOT all week. i had a big job interview yesterday that lasted 7 hours or so...after i got home i got to rest for exactly 45 minutes before kiddos woke up and i had to schlep them to the mall to get a present for my niece..where of course they were on their worst behavior. we are supposed to go on a 7 hour roadtrip tomorrow and haven't packed a single thing or gotten anything ready. my kids have already watched an insane amount of television and are on my very last nerve. i have yelled several times at the kiddos already today, and i feel horrible about it but i just am at my freaking limit. the kiddos have had watched an exorbitant amount of television, eaten PB&J or Lunchables for dinner..i already feel like a rotten mom.
to top it off....had an awful headache all afternoon (probably from lack of sleep, exhaustion),,then DH's flight got delayed by half an hour, then got delayed at taxi, and now the car that he left at the airport won't start! OMFG. he was supposed to be here already, was going to put the kids to bed and now he has to wait and see if he can find somebody to help jump is car. OMG, kill me now.
I wish there was some bedtime fairy i could call in to put my kiddos to bed. I am just so tired, of the fights, the screaming, the finally getting one toddler to bed only to get woken up by the other's shouting, then me yelling at said toddler for making my life miserable...ARGH. I cannot handle anymore. :cry:
What's bad is that we are supposed to drop the kiddos at the ILs for the weekend, so DH can have the first weekend alone together. i just hope i am able to actually enjoy it, because right now i could just collapse. and there is still so much more to do (dishes, packing, etc). :(
to top it off....had an awful headache all afternoon (probably from lack of sleep, exhaustion),,then DH's flight got delayed by half an hour, then got delayed at taxi, and now the car that he left at the airport won't start! OMFG. he was supposed to be here already, was going to put the kids to bed and now he has to wait and see if he can find somebody to help jump is car. OMG, kill me now.
I wish there was some bedtime fairy i could call in to put my kiddos to bed. I am just so tired, of the fights, the screaming, the finally getting one toddler to bed only to get woken up by the other's shouting, then me yelling at said toddler for making my life miserable...ARGH. I cannot handle anymore. :cry:
What's bad is that we are supposed to drop the kiddos at the ILs for the weekend, so DH can have the first weekend alone together. i just hope i am able to actually enjoy it, because right now i could just collapse. and there is still so much more to do (dishes, packing, etc). :(