boolady
05-23-2013, 10:29 AM
No, I don't think hate is too strong a word. I realize you're not supposed to say things like that, but I do. He is an out of control narcissist, he has damaged his children, and his hold on them impacts their relationships with their own families. I have no idea how this man (and man is only a technical term, since he acts like nothing but a petulant child) has gone through his entire life manipulating everyone around him into doing exactly what he wants and no one has ever realized that you don't do things for someone just because they berate, belittle and badger you until you do it. It is psychological abuse, pure and simple, and I hate him.
So here's the other thing you don't say, but I would like someone to explain to me why he is still walking this earth, making trouble for his sons and being a miserable, miserable person when both my MIL and my mother, two of the kindest, nicest people you'd ever meet, are gone. I know it doesn't work like that, and I'm a terrible person for even thinking that, because he is my husband's father and my daughter's grandfather, but I can't help it.
DH often comments that he knows that life would be better if he just didn't deal with him, but he has a large, close extended family, and that would be virtually impossible, and would include never seeing his brother, SIL, their kids, DH's aunts and uncles and cousins, etc. I would never ask him to do that. And he has a decent relationship with DD, when he bothers with her, so I'm not going to take that away from her now. But oh my stars, I hate him.
So here's the other thing you don't say, but I would like someone to explain to me why he is still walking this earth, making trouble for his sons and being a miserable, miserable person when both my MIL and my mother, two of the kindest, nicest people you'd ever meet, are gone. I know it doesn't work like that, and I'm a terrible person for even thinking that, because he is my husband's father and my daughter's grandfather, but I can't help it.
DH often comments that he knows that life would be better if he just didn't deal with him, but he has a large, close extended family, and that would be virtually impossible, and would include never seeing his brother, SIL, their kids, DH's aunts and uncles and cousins, etc. I would never ask him to do that. And he has a decent relationship with DD, when he bothers with her, so I'm not going to take that away from her now. But oh my stars, I hate him.