Mopey
12-02-2013, 03:11 PM
My mom's health really seems to be declining. My sis and I started talking about us moving in with her last night. We just don't want her to be alone.
But the problem is, she and I both really love to be alone. And the apartment isn't big enough. But we would all save money and we would have peace of mind. And it's what I want and always planned for - I just thought it would be a larger house in the suburbs with plenty of space for everyone.
This is not even a bitch, I'm just so sad. My mom is more than the most amazing mom - she's the most amazing mom and everyone knows it. I have the mom who knew all the nitty gritty about my friends. I mean, when my BFF got arrested years ago she called my mom! In my head I've convinced myself that the benefit of her being so sick years ago was that I was able to know, without all of it at once (meaning death), that my mom is a person I will never get over. I don't think that "benefit" matters anymore.
She is at the hospital for more tests today. This is overwhelming. We are going to talk to her tomorrow night.
PS - here's the real bitch! F YOU L'Occitane for raising the price of hand soap refills to $20!!!!!!!!!!! (from $12) F YOU!!!! There goes my one luxury for my eczema riddled chef hands.
:thumbsdown:
But the problem is, she and I both really love to be alone. And the apartment isn't big enough. But we would all save money and we would have peace of mind. And it's what I want and always planned for - I just thought it would be a larger house in the suburbs with plenty of space for everyone.
This is not even a bitch, I'm just so sad. My mom is more than the most amazing mom - she's the most amazing mom and everyone knows it. I have the mom who knew all the nitty gritty about my friends. I mean, when my BFF got arrested years ago she called my mom! In my head I've convinced myself that the benefit of her being so sick years ago was that I was able to know, without all of it at once (meaning death), that my mom is a person I will never get over. I don't think that "benefit" matters anymore.
She is at the hospital for more tests today. This is overwhelming. We are going to talk to her tomorrow night.
PS - here's the real bitch! F YOU L'Occitane for raising the price of hand soap refills to $20!!!!!!!!!!! (from $12) F YOU!!!! There goes my one luxury for my eczema riddled chef hands.
:thumbsdown: