Me too. I don't even know what to say other than I am so sad for you + your DH. I am thinking of you + praying for your family.
I just read your blog update + I'm also so sad for Lily. It seems ridiculously unfair that she will be placed in an orphanage while this situation is resolved. I can't imagine what you are going through but I hope you receive another referral soon + that Lily will be in your care sooner than you could hope for.
Jenn
DS 6/03
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