Oh, Traci, hang in there!! You've had so many stressors that I didn't, that I'm impressed you're still trying. I do hope things get better for you soon. The first couple of months were so hard for me - even with a tremendous support network - and I almost gave up. Just keep the goal manageable, and take it one day at a time. Good luck, and do let me know if you want support.
Nita
mom to Neel, January 2003
dog mom to a cocker and a PWD