RE: SIL is thinking of NOT breastfeeding this time
My SIL attempted to BF all 4 of her children and gave up after a few weeks each time. I am horribly ashamed to realize that I thought she just didn't try *hard* enough. I think, after all the reading I did while TTC about BF, that I looked down on her decision somewhat, and I feel awful about that now.
I was naive enough to think that if I just tried hard enough, I would be able to BF and that would be that. Well, now I am a mom of a preemie who spent 3 weeks in the NBICU, largely for feeding issues after his breathing problems were resolved by day of life 3. We tried SO hard to get BF right. In fact, he would have come home at least 10 days sooner if I had not been so insistent on getting BF right. In the end, though, traditional BF got the best of both of us. We were both in tears all the time, and I was terrified that he would end up back in the hospital if he wasn't gaining, and I had mastitis. I ended up making the commitment to exclusively pump because I wanted him to have breastmilk through RSV season, but it has been hard and I just take it a day at a time. Having been in my SIL's shoes now, I have a ton of respect for the fact, that despite the troubles she had each time, she tried AGAIN, 4 times. I will try BF again, but I don't know if I could ever EP again.
As for your SIL, she seems to me to be making an informed choice. If you are close to her, and feel comfortable, ask her what led her to her decision and if it is because of lack of support, offer yours. Otherwise, I'd just leave her be and don't judge her.
Daniele
mama to
dd1 watching over her brothers and sister from Heaven
ds1 13 years old
dd2 10 years old
ds2 6 years old
Placenta Increta/c-hyst survivor