I just put a splash of milk in dd's bottle (EBM) for the first time...maybe almost an ounce. She's 11 1/2 months, and while I really, really, wanted to make it to 1 year on BM exclusively, pumping over the past month has been excruciating. And I've been so stressed over whether she will or won't take milk and I'll have to keep pumping...and I just need to be done soon. I have been pumping since she was born, and EPing for almost 10 months. And she drinks a lot, so I pump a lot - 4-5 times a day for 45-60 minutes.
But I feel terrible. She drank the mixed milk and seemed fine with it, but I feel awful. I mean, it was only two more weeks.
It's not as if she hasn't had other foods anyway, so I don't know why this is so hard. But I feel so guilty.
I don't have a question. I guess I just wanted to share with people who might understand how lousy I feel. :(
Thanks,
Jude