I hope you have the childbirth experience you want, but I just wanted to tell you your worst case scenario, a c-section, isn't really all that terrible. I had to go through two, one because of an emergency and one planned, and am going through a third in 8 weeks. I couldn't be more bonded with my children, honestly. I don't think your childbirth experience ultimately will dictate what kind of experience motherhood will be for you. The emergency c-section sucked, the second one was fine--but either way, I got two healthy, beautiful children out of it and healed really fast (especially the second non-emergency one.)
Being stressed, whether you deliver vaginally or through a c-section, is not going to do you any favors. You are 4-10 weeks away from having your BABY in your arms--that's what matters most, honestly!!!
Boy (4/03) -- Girl (12/05) -- Boy (11/10)