Totally normal, those first 6 weeks are horrible. Do read Happiest Baby on the Block. My DD would only sleep in a swing for the first 6 weeks of life. Once she hit 6 weeks, I started transitioning her to the crib. First I put the swing in her room so she got used to sleeping outside of our room. I started with her best nap (her first nap of the morning) when I knew she would sleep easily and I wasn't desperate to get her to sleep (like I was at night). After a couple of days of that, I added a second nap, and a third until she did all of her naps in the crib. Then once she was comfortable with that, I started it at night. It was really hard, but swaddling helped a lot. Now DD is 7 months old, STTN every night like a champ in her crib. So don't worry, you are fine and you can handle this.