Night nurse. You need a night nurse. Just one or two days a week so you can get yourself together and get a few decent nights sleep. I was totally going to do this with DD and even had someone lined up but then DD turned out to be super-easy. I was surprised but in my area a night nurse, who is not usually a nurse per se, runs about $12-14 an hour. They will bring the baby to your bed to BF if that is what you want.
I did use a nanny three days per week - - our nanny also straightens the house, deals with dishes, and does laundry so it was an extra pair of hands even more than straight childcare. It actually freed me up alot to snuggle with DD and nurse and also to take care of myself, get to the doctor, get to the gym, etc. I don't regret a penny of that money spent.
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