Originally Posted by
daisymommy
Yes, I hate to go there, but this is so true. If you can't feel what is going on with your body, you have to rely on others to tell you when to push, when to stop, how hard to push, etc.. I prefer to have the control myself and listen to my body.
Fwiw, I did have an epidural with my first, and I tore the worst.
I have pretty much the same story. I tore really badly with my first and it made the first month or so post-delivery really awful for me. I was in a lot of pain for at least three weeks. I used a midwife with my second but still wound up with an epidural b/c I was induced. Tearing was minimal b/c she didn't force me to push and she massaged my perineum w/olive oil during labor. But, I was still in pain for a while after birth. By my third, I went the homebirth/no epidural route. Labor was painful (duh) but I didn't tear at all. My recovery was amazing. I felt great the next day, like I hadn't even had a baby the day before. Honestly, the few hours of painful labor was well worth the pain free days days with my newborn.
Tara
living a crazy life with 3 boys
I am thinking now
of grief, and of getting past it;
I feel my boots
trying to leave the ground,
I feel my heart
pumping hard. I want
to think again of dangerous and noble things.
I want to be light and frolicsome.
I want to be improbable beautiful and afraid of nothing,
as though I had wings.
~Mary Oliver