we are just so f-d. i keep thinking i'm going to wake up and it's going to be better. yet each day, it's getting worse.
we could never have foreseen any of this. not in a million years. and we didn't do anything to cause any of these problems...yet we are now being treated like the bad guys. with no rights and no recourse other than to shut up and take it.
i have no words. this is supposed to be a happy time. i cannot even fathom having a baby in possibly a few days. i don't have the time or the mental energy to be anything remotely close to positive or happy.