This issue is getting me down so badly. Ever since my beautiful DS2 arrived, I have been stunned by the number of rude comments that I have been subjected to with regards to my family make up. "Two boys? Poor you/Good luck, you'll need it/there's a special place in heaven for boy moms/your house must be a wreck/when are you going to get your girl' and the kicker, 'I'm SO GLAD I don't have boys!" At first I assumed that I was attuned to these hurtful barbs as I was postpartum and hormonal, but my beautiful DS2 is 8 months old now and the barrage is showing no sign of abating.
Yesterday, I went for a looooong awaited pedicure - my first bit of 'me time' in months. The lady doing my nails was chatting about kids so I pulled out my phone and proudly showed her a photo of my boys. She said - and I quote - "Oh no! The second one's a boy, too? I have a son and a daughter, boys are useless, they just eat all your food and play computer games all day etc etc". I was a bit taken aback, and said something like: "I love having two boys", to which she replied: "if you have no daughter you have no life! Who is going to go shopping with you when they're older? Who will spend time with you?' - rinse and repeat for 30 minutes. I was so upset I didn't know what to do - had my feet and legs not been smeared in some gross-looking minty unguent I may have stormed out in tears.
Fast forward to this morning. I took my boys to a 'meet the families' session with kids and parents from the preschool class my DS1 is joining in September. DS2 is in the Ergo, with a cute hat on, and one of the dads makes a beeline for him. 'Wow, isn't she beautiful? What a pretty little girl' (both my DSs have very full lips and long eyelashes, and are often mistaken for girls). I replied with a 'thank you, but he's all boy!' and you should have seen this dad's expression change, as though I'd told him something awful. 'Oh, you have TWO BOYS? Wow, you must have really wanted this one to be a girl. I'm sorry. Two boys. Maybe next time you'll get a precious girl?', and he slunk off!
Just as I was gathering my composure, one of the moms - who has one DS - told me she cried for 2 weeks after her gender scan, as she 'never wanted boys and didn't understand why anyone would'. Excuse me, WTF? Another mom - with 2 boys herself - then chimed in that she was still very sad that her infant DS2 was a boy, and that they'll HAVE to try for another, because she 'deserves' a daughter. Again, WTF WTF? My sons are a huge disappointment to society? I didn't 'deserve' a DD? I am ashamed to say I cried in the car on the way home.
A friend of mine recently told me: 'your boys are cute, but you'll never be the 'real' grandma! Think of how much women all hate their mother-in-laws', and it stung sooooo badly. I have honestly only had ONE positive comment when I've been out with my sons, as opposed to at least one negative remark daily, and it hurts. My boys are beautiful, sweet, precious, and while DS2 is too young to 'know', DS1 is 100% the opposite of almost every 'boy' stereotype (quiet, considered, sweet, polite, empathic, not an aggressive bone in his body). He usually gets pushed around by girls half his size in the park. But those girls - some of whom are downright bratty - are fawned over because they are the 'preferred' sex.
I know it isn't just me, as other 'boy moms' have told me they get the same treatment. Two of my best friends are 'girl moms', and they get nothing like it. DS1's best friend is a girl with a sister, and when we all go out to restaurants/playgrounds etc it is amazing to see how differently people react to the 2 DDs as opposed to my 2 DSs, even when her girls are being difficult. "Sisters for life!" "You're going to be well looked after when you're older", "two beautiful princesses, lucky you!"... you get the gist, and I've seen it all first hand. I'm royally sick of it, to be honest.
I'm sorry, society, for failing to produce a child with a vagina. I'm sorry to have 'failed' to produce a perfect 2 girl, or boy/girl family. I LOVE my boys with every fibre of my being, so PLEASE shut the hell up and stop upsetting our 'imperfect' family.