I think my breastfeeding days are coming to an end and I'm not sure how I feel
DD2 is nearly 10 months old. I have been pumping since I returned to work when she was 10 weeks. I pumped 3x/day until she was about 6 months and then 2x/day (based on schedule changes and my availability to pump, not necessarily by her need). We're still nursing nights and weekends. My supply has dropped considerably and I am no longer pumping enough for the 3 bottles she takes while at daycare. She gets formula occasionally so I'm not worried about the switch. But I'm not sure how I feel about the end of nursing. I am SO ready to be done with pumping, and I am ready to be done with being the primary food source in the middle of the night, but I think I am going to miss the closeness of nursing. I know there are things I can do to increase my supply but I'm not sure I want to at this point. I feel blessed that I made it this far but disappointed that I may not make it to the 1-year mark. I'm just...confused.
Any BTDT?
Mom to a spirited, red-headed, former 28-weeker 10/2009 and a more mellow monkey 12/2013.