this place is so lonely and empty. what happened to normal people and normal suburbs where everyone wasn't in some sort of "secret" competition to be better than than each other - their house better, their kids better/smarter/more athletic/more popular, their car better, their f-ing every. single. thing. better
but in a passive way. no, to be blatant in this competition would be uncouth. so it is passive.
and i would say we'd move. but everywhere I look, it seems the vast majority of people I speak with have the same sorts of experience. there are pockets of "normal" nice people. but for the most part, the suburban life seems like one big social climbing, navigating, negotiating click.
blah. maybe i just need to up my meds.
that's all.