hi all! i am a TOTAL SLOB. borderline hoarder. trying to reform. now that my oldest is older and noticing, he has become my motivation. i began in january and i have kept it up. in the one and a half months i have cleaned out the kitchen and the dining room (which we use for all meals and which i use as an office). i have been keeping it up but i wanted to start posting here. its kind of lonely, although podcasts and audiobooks have helped.
i know that i am not the most prolific poster here on baby bargains. but i do love this place and come here pretty much daily scanning the threads and reading. I LOVE this place because it is SOOOOOOO SUPPORTIVE. so i might as well post here about my problems. i am TRYING to change and making a huge effort and i have not backslid with the kitchen and dining room, both heavily used every day.
we have not ever had people over. ds wants playdates. i want to make that happen. i would love to hire babysitters. i would love to hire people to wash windows and mop the kitchen once a week or every other week. i would love to maybe have adults over (not just playdates). maybe. not sure about that. but in my mind it could be nice. so many sad things because the house is a mess. i really want to change. its not happening fast but i knew it wouldnt happen that quickly. ill be going through older messages for ideas, etc. this is a great resource.
thats all. for today.