DS3 was a nightmare before he started his medication. When he was finally diagnosed with ADHD we were relieved to hear that a medication would help him calm down. Normally I avoid resorting to medication but his behavior severaly limited his life as well as what we could do as a family. He had a very difficult time at school. There were days when the school called me to pick him up because they couldn't control him. News that there was a medication to help was such a relief!!
We were warned that we may have to try several medications to find one that is a good fit THEN we will have to try different dosages. Every person reacts to these medications differently. We started with Adderall and loved how Ds3 responded to it. But he had crippling stomachs. We were hoping his stomach would adjust but after 3 weeks I could no longer subject him to that. We tried Concerta and it seemed to be a good fit EXCEPT that he developed OCD- like tendencies (or amplified some he already mildly had) and it reduced his appetite. His teacher said the dosage wasn't quite strong enough so our doctor recommended giving him 2 of the pills he was currently taking. That dosage was too strong. With that dosage his appetite was gone and he started exhibiting clear OCD behavior. Worried about Concerta's side effects, we decided to try something else completely. We tried Vyvanse and Focallin and both seemed to cause outbursts of rage that he couldn't calm down from. We tried Tenex but even a quarter of the smallest dosage caused him to fall asleep in school. He hadn't adjusted to it after a week and he couldn't continue to sleep in school so we took him off that. We tried Straterra but it seemed to wear off around lunch time. We increased his dosage but it still wore off around lunch time. We increased it again and split his dosage- half in the morning, half in the afternoon. It didn't seem to make any difference- there was absolutely no benefit to the afternoons dosage.
So, we have come back to Concerta. We are at a dosage between the ones we tried previously. His appetite is still reduced and he does have some OCD-like behavior and thoughts. He seems to have more fear of failure (probably a result of the OCD thoughts) but we have him in Behavioral Therapy after finding one that really works well with him. And recently to help him with his fear and fear of failure, his psychiatrist prescribed Prozac. The combination of these drugs and the behavior therapy are working. He has learned that although he doesn't feel hungry he needs to eat his yogurt at snack time and AT LEAST drink his milk at lunch time. Otherwise, he gets very irritable and that embarrasses him. We have learned to have him do his homework as soon as he comes home to benefit from the medication while it is still working on m. Once the medication wears off, he can't concentrate. But once the medication wears off, his appetite comes back and then we make him dinner. The rest of the family has long finished eating by then so I reheat something for him or make him something else. But whatever. It works. This is our new normal. It's much MUCH better than what we had to deal with before. And most important of all is that DS3 is happier and doing better at school and at home.
I just just want to encourage you to keep pushing the doctor for medications if you feel that the ones you have tried aren't working or the side effects are too difficult. Our doctor told us after trying our fifth med that we should consider settling for one and accepting that there isn't a perfect medication out there. I think she was tired of seeing us every 3 weeks. But there are so many different medications on the market for ADHD why wouldn't we exhaust our options until we find the best fit? Just keep trying.
" I object to violence because when it appears to do good, the good is only temporary; the evil it does is permanent." Mahatma Gandhi
"This is the ultimate weakness of violence: It multiplies evil and violence in the universe. It doesn't solve any problems." Martin Luther King, Jr.