Originally Posted by
basil
I want to give a bit of background here. I am extremely introverted. All through my life, I've been called "quiet" and "shy", so so much that for many years it was part of my identity. I don't think I have social anxiety. I think I am very introverted and when I was young, I failed to fit the mold of what others thought I should be socially. I think this caused a lot of angst. I have vivid memories of being in nursery school and being asked to play games like "who stole the cookie from the cookie jar?" and refusing. I remember the teacher asking my dad why I wouldn't talk. I remember, later on, multiple kids (usually boys) teasing me for not talking to them. I refused. I'm quite stubborn and I never spoke to them. I must have heard hundreds of times "it's always the quiet ones...." implying I was some sort of deviant. I think I talk less than usual, but I don't think it's pathology, just maybe the end of the bell curve. It took me probably until my mid-20s to escape the "shy" identity and I hate that term very much. Now in my late 30s I don't think anyone would use that for me. I'm in a leadership position, I meet and talk to new people on a daily basis, I'm not easily intimidated (don't think I ever was), and I do public speaking pretty often (never had a problem with this). I still don't like mingling type events, like cocktail parties, where I don't know anyone. I don't like crowds but they don't make me nervous. I don't like people in my home, but I do it when necessary. But whatever.
I am trying very hard to not project my experiences to my DD, who is 3, but she seems to be exhibiting a lot of these same behaviors. It sounds really familiar to me. She doesn't talk at preschool, except to one teacher. She doesn't really play with the other kids. She talked to my DS when he was in the same school last year, so I think the teachers were less focused on her.
At home, she is normal. She plays with DS, with her cousins, and with the neighbors we see often. But in school they are now getting worried about her. She won't sing songs in preschool, but she comes home and knows all the words. When they try to make her speak, she gives them a look like Christina Ricci as Wednesday Adams. One of the owners started calling her "Iron Lady" which I told him to stop doing.
I think they are focusing too much on her talking or not talking, and I think it is probably backfiring. I know I wouldn't talk if someone were constantly asking me to. They are also getting really excited and heaping on praises if she does sing along or whatever. I think this is wrong as well. When they ask me about this, I tell them to ignore whether she is talking or not talking, and she will talk if she wants to when she's ready. This is what we do at home, if one of DS's friends comes over or if a relative she hasn't seen in a while comes over, and she usually will play with them when she chooses to after an initial period of not wanting to.
I don't want to read too much into her personality from my own experiences. And I don't want to ignore her if she is anxious and needs more attention to open up. She has plenty of time to figure out when she must go against her natural instinct and participate in things even if she doesn't want to, but I really don't want her to feel at all abnormal for not wanting to. She's 3.
Does this make sense? Any other things I should be telling them?