If y'all can stand me whining about PTA some more, I need to vent.
I'd previously posted about our PTA board needed to make some structural changes and to bring more people in; something I've been working on but making only incremental progress. I was excited when we got a new Board member who was a working parent, because I thought she'd bring a much-needed perspective to the Board. I really like this lady -- she's funny, smart, has a ton of PTA experience, and the initial impression is that she would make a great team member. I was particularly looking forward to working with her to strengthen our PTA procedures and institutional knowledge, which, over the summer, she said she really wanted to help with.
But things just didn't work out. Right off the bat, she made it clear she wasn't available to attend PTA meetings/events during the school day, in the evenings, or on most weekends. Three months into the school year, she has missed probably 60% of our meetings and 100% of our events, and at some points had told us she's unavailable to help in any way at all for weeks or months at a time. So we finally had a difficult and awkward conversation about her place on the Board and how to move forward. By the end of that meeting, we thought we had come up with a plan that would mostly work for all of us, but later that night she quit the PTA entirely and sent an angry email to our President. In it, she chalked the whole thing up to us, as a Board, being hostile to working parents and parents with young kids. And it's clear that she is personally angry/offended with me in particular because I led the conversation.
So I'm sad today. For one thing, I'm going over and over our conversation in my mind trying to figure out what I could have done/said differently to not leave her so angry and hurt. I was absolutely terrified to have that conversation, I was shaking the whole time we were talking, and I'm aghast that she seems to think instead that I was bullying her (her words) and enjoying it.
And for another, she's totally right that our PTA Board needs to change how we do things -- the whole point of bringing her onto the board was to help us figure out better ways to reach out to all of our school families! But that very valid message is being completely lost in her aftermath. Because the reason things didn't work out for her wasn't that she had a job or young kids -- we do have parents with both that are great and valued helpers. It was that she wasn't willing/able to commit to helping in any way, at any time, for any reason, let alone to taking on the responsibilities of a board member. So I feel like everyone's focusing on that, and not on what we need to change about our own behavior. Rather than helping move us forward, I feel like this experience has pushed us as a PTA backward, which is just depressing.
If you've read this far, thanks. Sorry for rambling so long. I just really needed to get this off of my chest.